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Noxious, burning, bodies, ashes, falling, weeping, always seeping through the cracks inside your soul, fisures made by all your lies
Lies are never fearing, always nearer, drawing closer, poison further in the brain, I can taste the acrid toxins, joyful freedom from the spiteful that are always twisting truth for upraised worth
Shadows drop the smiling gifts, Igratefully watch as they bring tears and blood; A knife, my wrists are bleeding, A gun, the bodies breathing, A vial, full of sweet release of hate, all thats left, a cloudy night full of joyless tidings drowning in the rain

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HellbentDid you hope that dawn was coming? Or did you take it all in faith? Belief that your everyday, would remain to save your face. And that is how you've fallen, whereas I won't say we. Today was always changing. And tomorrow finally came. Now questions are my answers but the reason still escapes. Yesterday no longer glimmers, future promises for me. Don't wait, I am waiting not because I'm fading Time is not waiting but it slowly dies away. Hellbent
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fallen

Sun Jan 18, 2009, 5:19 PM

Mood: Anguish
Listening to: breathe into me by red
Watching: a blur
Drinking: whiskey

Because I keep hoping that it'll all just go away

I,m breaking...

twisted despair

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Current Residence: The big city of New Home, Texas
Interests: lotsa things, guys, art, guys, food, friends
Favourite movie: The Ultimate Gift
Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
Favourite genre of music: any kind
Favourite artist: lotsof'em
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, Skippy2243, and Acid844
Operating System: Heart and Lungs
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Wallpaper of choice: mine
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Favourite game: too many favorites
Favourite gaming platform: PC
Favourite cartoon character: Ichigo
Personal Quote: Cookies are not the reason you will join the Dark Side, I am. Hehe >:)
Tools of the Trade: a pen, paper, emotions & imaginaation, patience (sometimes)

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~1000-Mile-Crush

Jun 18, 2009, 2:17:32 AM

hey bro. what up?

--
"But high she shoots through the air and light,
Above all low delay,
Where nothing earthly bounds her flight,
Nor shadow dims her way."
-Thomas Moore, O' That I Had Wings

~Horrid-Light

Jun 2, 2009, 1:57:38 AM

Thanks for the watch man.

--
I'm turning it around
Like a premonition
I wanna understand why
I'm hurting myself
I havn't seen a lot of reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I may be a bastard but at least I admit it
At least I admit it...

~gorolotha

Jun 2, 2009, 2:00:42 AM

yeah and thank u

~Horrid-Light

Jun 2, 2009, 2:49:04 AM

welcome

--
I'm turning it around
Like a premonition
I wanna understand why
I'm hurting myself
I havn't seen a lot of reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I may be a bastard but at least I admit it
At least I admit it...